Let Me Blog Something For Today!

Heeey what's up, sorry I rarely return here, somehow I enjoyed some other social media for too long.

Tapi biarkanlah saya meng-update sesuatu sebelom besok, hahah.

Let's say ini tentang hidup gue sepanjang 2012, and it really is.

Tahun ini adalah tahun yang terlalu dinamis buat gue, bahkan lebih dinamis daripada tahun sebelumnya. Peningkatan, penurunan, semua terjadi dengan terlalu hebat, terlalu gila, terlalu menyedihkan... Anything you can say.

Pada sisi peningkatan, well, umur gue bertambah, ya iyalah. Disamping itu juga gue secara pelan-pelan mulai lebih berusaha nongol di beberapa event, meski emang belom banyak sama sekali sih; but, I was there to help my community, the Komunitas Marvel Indonesia, aka KMI. Dari situ gue memulai kembali kehidupan gue dalam suatu komunitas; kenalan sama orang-orang baru, having fun bareng, bahkan gue belajar apa itu yang namanya work hard play hard bareng temen... So it was really good.

And because I came to events more often, with some famous people in it, I met these kind of people without I expect I would meet them there. Such as comic artist, foreign cosplayers, or Danny Choo; of course it doesn't have to be actors, actresses, or other celebrities.

As for collecting toys, this year feels like it's the best year than any other. Karenaa.... Di tahun ini banyak rilisan mainan yang menarik, para perusahaan action figure tau betul mesti merilis apa; dan juga karena ada beberapa wishlist lama bisa terkabul tahun ini. There were some stuff I can't get last year, but I finally got them this year. Such a hard work, but worth it. I won't tell much, because I don't want to, but, umm... They (perusahaan figure) know what to make, what to sell, so... As a buyer I didn't feel guilty 'burning' my money to buy them. Because mostly, the toys, are what I really hope to be made into toys.

And friendship, menjelang akhir tahun mendadak cukup tumbuh, salah satunya adalah dari komunitas itu. Tapi di sisi lain, while lately active on Twitter, gw jadi kenal beberapa orang lagi... Which I don't know why, but that's good, terlebih lagi sesama ngerti DW. 



And the penurunan.

I really hate to type this but, tahun ini ada hal-hal menyedihkan yang terlalu menusuk... But, yeah, shit happens in any shape or form.

The first thing is two of my friends are 'dead', 'mati', alias bukan mati beneran. I don't why they are 'dead', apakah karena pacaran, their hypocrisy, or stuff... I don't know, they are 'dead', there's nothing I can do except leaving them alone, and go solo *soundslikekirito*

And also, I got quite a massive heartbreak, recently. It was another biggest fall I've ever felt in my life, sudah deket, seems getting along, eh ternyata... Tapi sudahlah, lagi belajar move on. Hah.

Tapi dari semua itu, gue belajar menjalani hidup memanglah tidak mudah *huek cuih*, I mean, gue bisa aja di atas, dan tau-tau bisa saja dibawah. Ah, hidup gue tidak bisa selamanya senang *ntar dikira gay taun 60an* I should feel sadness although I don't want to, dan rasanya terpaksa sedih.


I don't know what shit would happen in 2013, tapi gue cuman berharap lagi-lagi gue bisa menghadapinya dengan... Cuek? Tegar? Tidak peduli? Kuat? Hahahaha.